I just failed myself again and i hate it! For now, i don't need the cure any longer..it just make me feel stupid..
Ugh!
Napadaan lang..
~out
Live. Love. Fail. Forgive and Love again. This is my life's cycle and I am happy living with it. I don't intend to stop at one point; I'd rather choose not just to fail but to renew my self and REDISCOVER that I still got to smile, share and stand out!
I just failed myself again and i hate it! For now, i don't need the cure any longer..it just make me feel stupid..
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November 5,2010
Friday
Alot of things happen this day.Now, I already have my half way registration for International Leader's Conference to be held in Cagayan de Oro. For over four days of labor I finally made it to a point of reaching to that amount that even if its not as much as everybody could expect, but at least I earned some and that I don't have to worry much. From RYC, I can't hide it to myself how excited I am of going again and experience my first ever ILC...
smile.smile.smile.smile.smile.smile.
Later this afternoon, as we are having our work, I saw a boy who labored also.He used to sell "galay" and other vegetables. I felt pity and sorry for him knowing that we are situated in a school where each child have fun and learn but unfortunately he was not lucky to experience that. It is then that I realized how lucky and blessed I am to have such a life like what I am enjoying right now. I go to school. have a great friends and loving family and as well as having the oppurtunity for my service.and to think that I am having a past time working good for me to send myself in Cagayan. Not like him that he is earning it good for their living and
survival.
Late this mornig, one of the best people I've known bid as farewell. and this is in the person of Benjamin Abadilla Jr. He's a man of wonderful things.He could make us laugh. inspires us and manefested us the good traits of being positive and faithful in everything. Such a good person like him would not make me forget him. At 10:00 in the morning, he leaves with out me saying this things personally. I was not there during his birthday and despidida party and was not even there when some of my other calssmates meet him in the airport. But, as always I will always offer a prayer for him. For his family and for the best of Benjamin Abadilla Jr.
P.S.
I will still continue praying (those things that you wrote). I know it will happen and if it will, please tell me as well as I will tell you if mine will also be true. I know it will..in GOD's time and perfect plan!
Good night~
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I've learned my lesson..
pero, ano na naman 'tong ginagawa ko?
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Standard to outstanding!
The long wait is finally over! After several days of craving myself to attend and experience again the awesome greatness of my SAVIOUR and GOD, I finally made it. It is my second time to attend a Regional Youth Conference. First was in Kidapawan and by this time it is from Tagum.
It was all the best and is very much far to what I expected. The workshops, sessions and especially the worship, it was all overwhelming and powerful! I just can’t deny it to myself that I am really much honored and proud of letting myself to experience this magnificent feeling. Now I feel safer and secured knowing that I am heading to a wonderful becoming. From good to greatness and from standard to outstanding!.
It makes me feel more honored since I got the chance of being a service team for the entire duration of the conference and this is through being one of the video team. Just before we leave, when we were still making our videos to be presented in the conference, a friend of mine shared a one meaningful thought. She exclaimed that, “Siguro mao gihimu tang IT ni LORD is because through this maka serve ta sa iya.” True indeed!
I just also realize it. That through the things which inclined me from technology, it open doors of opportunity and chances for to hold on and not let go of my service.
YFC ako. Maglalakbay para kay KRISTO.
Sa pagsubok ng mundo, kasama ko kayo
Tunay at totoo.
Ang buhay ko para kay KRISTO ito.
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