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November 5,2010


Friday



Alot of things happen this day.Now, I already have my half way registration for International Leader's Conference to be held in Cagayan de Oro. For over four days of labor I finally made it to a point of reaching to that amount that even if its not as much as everybody could expect, but at least I earned some and that I don't have to worry much. From RYC, I can't hide it to myself how excited I am of going again and experience my first ever ILC...

smile.smile.smile.smile.smile.smile.


Later this afternoon, as we are having our work, I saw a boy who labored also.He used to sell "galay" and other vegetables. I felt pity and sorry for him knowing that we are situated in a school where each child have fun and learn but unfortunately he was not lucky to experience that. It is then that I realized how lucky and blessed I am to have such a life like what I am enjoying right now. I go to school. have a great friends and loving family and as well as having the oppurtunity for my service.and to think that I am having a past time working good for me to send myself in Cagayan. Not like him that he is earning it good for their living and
survival. Just as how i wish I could help him.How I wish I was able to give him my snack and feed him. But I was too late then he walked away. Nevertheless, a little boy like him is also a blessing. In many other way he inspires people and that includes me. Although he may think that he is no special and does not have any good benefit aside from selling veges, well he is.He really is. If not, I would not be reacting like this, not by just being so emotional but by being touched.

Late this mornig, one of the best people I've known bid as farewell. and this is in the person of Benjamin Abadilla Jr. He's a man of wonderful things.He could make us laugh. inspires us and manefested us the good traits of being  positive and faithful in everything. Such a good person like him would not make me forget him. At 10:00 in the morning, he leaves with out me saying this things personally. I was not there during his birthday and despidida party and was not even there when some of my other calssmates meet him in the airport. But, as always I will always offer a prayer for him. For his family and for the best of Benjamin Abadilla Jr.

P.S.

I will still continue praying (those things that you wrote). I know it will happen and if it will, please tell me as well as I will tell you if mine will also be true. I know it will..in GOD's time and perfect plan!

Good night~